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BUSKER LOVERS.

Sat Jul 4, 2009, 10:49 AM
Buskers are incredibly attractive. I don't mean like...the street musicians who usually look kind of dirty (no offense) and have an open guitar case in front of them. That just don't do it for me. I mean, like...fire eaters and escape artists and mimes and magicians and it's just so wonderful. I envy my best friend because he can do anything he wants and he can go travel and live this free-spirited lifestyle and I'm sort of...stuck...being forced to go to college and do something practical. I mean...I want to be a writer. But I want to run away to Europe and write beautiful, romantic prose and be free...not study writing at a university and work at like...a local newspaper. Bleh. I mean...writers can learn the fundamentals while stuck in a classroom, the basic tools of what they need to move onward with their career. But writers bloom with experience, they grow and develop their skills by living life and the more you experience in life...the more you can add to your repertoire- so to speak. I think in order to write the stories I want to write...I actually have to visit the places I envision, experience things. I haven't experienced ANYTHING in comparison to what's out there.

Or maybe go around to world photographing every beautiful sight I see. I love photography too. But I don't think that could make me very much money at all. And unfortunately, money is sort of essential to living...as I will need food and shelter and such.

I don't want my life to be ordinary, a boring routine. I'm close to leaving highschool and then...well, then I have to begin thinking of a future.

I'm so scared. It's an exhilarating fear. I'm afraid my families ideas of what an appropriate lifestyle is will effect my decision. But I don't want anyone to control my life but me.

Ugh.

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  • Current Residence: Godric's Hollow
  • Interests: Harry Potter, Death Note, Music, Writing, Magick, Photography, Knowledge, Faeries, Used Bookstores.
  • Favourite genre of music: All genres of music have something beautiful to offer.
  • Favourite artist: :) Kevin Neil Connery.
  • Favourite poet or writer: J.K. Rowling!
  • Favourite cartoon character: L, Ryuk, Light Yagami, Chii, Nyuu, Zuko.
  • Personal Quote: The universe is full of magical things, patiently waiting for our wits to grow sharper.
  • Tools of the Trade: My mind.

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~zodx33:iconzodx33: 1 day 21 hours ago
[link] that ring looks some what nicer

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*cwalton73:iconcwalton73: Jul 5, 2009, 9:50:06 PM
Thanks for the faves and the watch! I appreciate it!
~mighty-pen16:iconmighty-pen16: Jul 1, 2009, 8:30:27 PM
ur gallery is awesome... i love ur avatar too major harry potter series fan... not a fan of the character but malfoy is pretty great
~malice-lust:iconmalice-lust: Jul 4, 2009, 9:57:48 AM
Thank you so much! Harry Potter is pretty much my biggest fandom ever, I love it. Being an HP fan is like being part of a big family. Malfoy is pretty great! Haha, he was one of my favourite characters for a while...I consider myself a Slytherin :D

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~mighty-pen16:iconmighty-pen16: Jul 5, 2009, 12:01:27 PM
same here. i could never fit into another house... slytherin is my home away from home.
~zodx33:iconzodx33: Jun 14, 2009, 11:31:31 AM
[link]

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~malice-lust:iconmalice-lust: Jun 14, 2009, 11:36:11 AM
HOLY SHNAPS!

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*RSP4:iconRSP4: Jun 13, 2009, 12:01:05 AM
Thx for droppin by. You def hav some powerful stuff here. Gratz on the pub.
~malice-lust:iconmalice-lust: Jun 20, 2009, 11:38:34 PM
Thank you so much! :heart:

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“A great book should leave you with many experiences, and slightly exhausted. You should live several lives while reading it.”- William Styron


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